Not that he knows of it. As of yet. I was in awe of this piece of perfection even before I saw him because of the constant babblings of my bff, Areeba. And when I did lay my eyes on him, I resolved to be in deep pursuit to lay my hands on him, too someday. I thought it would last, right? But did you see his name on this post? I knew when I posted it that atleast one person would point out that fatal flaw in that list to me. And lo and behold, it happened. And since then I've been thinking of posting this post in my defense before you exile me out of the international sisterhood that have mortal commitment to revering this person.I DON'T KNOW HOW IT HAPPENED! I would wail if you were standing infront of me. IT JUST DID! I would further wail. IS IT THAT WEIRD?HUH?HUH?
I would demand (still wailing).
The truth is, somewhere around that episode when he realizes that his precious Katherine is not entombed along with all the vampires in season 1 (yes, I'm still there and I'm NOT wailing in my justification for this) all the love I cherished in my heart for him extinguished like a lamp in a cold gust of wing, like water evaporates in the middle of Summer. Just like that.
His hypnotic eyes that took my breath away, those messed up dark hair, the way he looked up from under his lashes, his smooth way with ladies, his witty words, his charming flattery, his aloofness, his passion for his undying love, the way he teased Stefan, the way he could trick everyone,that sexy, crooked smile,his cynical, archy expressions, the intensity and a volcano of feelings hidden behind those unfeeling and cold shell, that soft heart behind the vile, selfish, hard person and the shivers-triggering glacier-like eyes.....sigh.
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Ehem, ehem so yeah the Somerhalder doesn't smolder me anymore (see what I did there =D) *flips blonde hair*
I'm over him suddenly, weirdly, inexplicably, freakishly, wonderingly, confusedly, surprisingly. But over him I am and so I shall stay forever. Gone are the days when I used to argue with my friends over him, when I used to freak over his pictures in magazines, when I used to wait for the scenes in TVD with him in it (no wait, I still do that) and when I researched on him untiringly on the internet.
And gone am I if I don't get off now and take a shower (yeah, It's been a while since I took one) and get to the avalanche of an entire whole week worth of homework later...probably. Teehee.
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| Came across it randomly, couldn't resist sharing it ^_^ |
P.S. I'm not blonde and love being a brunette but they just sound more catty and snooty. Which is a good thing sometimes so no offence intended.
So Adios, swooning over Ian Smoldering Somerhalder and Adios people who are kind enough to be still reading this uber blasphemous post.
